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Showing posts with label tears. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tears. Show all posts

Saturday, March 9, 2024

Okay. Play date. Let the games begin.

 

What does eating a sandwich tell about you?
 
Anxiety vibrated in the air as Samuel’s mother knocked on a red door.  The door was opened by an equally anxious, smiling nervously mother.   Ah.  So this is the ‘play-date’.  Interesting…

Two more mothers called out, and Samuel was dragged into the tv room where three other bewildered children sat.  Legos and action figures lay scattered around them.  An offering of some sort, obviously.

“Now, let’s have lunch!”  Someone announced, and the four children were plopped down at a child’s table in their colorful chairs.  IKEA…

Plates of sandwiches and potato chips were slid in front of each, and juice boxes (straws inserted) were set down.

Silence, long and drawn out, echoed as each child sized the other up for reference.    

So much can be learned by the way one holds a juice box, how one sucks on the deadly straw.  How the sandwich is held speaks a world of information.  Blue iced cupcakes are not meant for just eating.

By lunch’s end, it was clear:  Samuel was the Alpha, Charlie the Omega.  Clarisse—sassy deceptive girl—was a she-devil.  Buddy was easily manipulated.  The game is afoot, friends.
And then....

When the front door closed amid tears and apologies after the play-date concluded, much had happened.  The leather sofa had been stabbed to death with the plastic juice box straws.  The blood red juice stained the carpet in big drops.  The dog cowered beneath the sofa, shivering in his blue icing stripes.
 
Red White and Blue Cupcakes
 
Leather Sofas & Faux Leather Couches - IKEA
 
This is from 2012 from Samuel Chronicles.  

 

Friday, May 22, 2020

Remembering our Brave





Ye have slept on the ground before,

And started to your feet
At the cannon's sudden roar,
Or the drum's redoubling beat.The Day of Memories!—Remembering what?



The cannon's roar, the hissing of the shot?
The weary hospital, the prison pen?

The widow's tears, the groans of stalwart men?
The bitterness of fratricidal strife?
The pangs of death, the sharper pangs of life?


Nay, let us quite forget the whole of these

Upon our sacred Day of Memories.


by Amos Russel Wells


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Friday, October 25, 2013

Chosen Rocks

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Gray still sky over
Roiling silver sea,
Soaking gold to slate
Slabs of sand.

Satin rocks, ancient rocks
Worn and beaten
Smooth by
Merciless waves.

My brother is dying.
Her whispers cast
To deaf waters.
Salt to salt,
Whispered over and over.

Three speckled rocks
Chosen by grace.

One rock resting
in a noisy room,
Whispering silently
My brother is dying...

One rock for bedside
Where whispers and tears merged.

One rock more--

At last, gazing at her
Blessed brother, eyes closed, 
In steel gray casket.

Tucking a smooth
Ocean stone into icy hand.
My brother has died.

Tears to tears,
Sea to earth,
Cold hand to warm,
Words silenced,
Whispers lie heavy
in the heart.

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Small Stones: Mirror Mirror




Mirror--
Cold smooth
Silvered glass

Touching—cold
Touching—smooth

My shaking hand
Does it appear?
Will it always?

Nothing there,
Where did I go?
Who am I?

Will try not to scream,
No tears! No tears!
Now is not the time.

Breathe,
Try to breathe:
Take in,
Give out.
Take in,
Give out.
Out,
Out…

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Small Stones

Courtesy of Bing.com
I don't want to be here!

Lined up
With names written on hats
Looking for
Parents--
First day
Kindergarten   

Eyes peering

Over the fence
“There she is!”
“They look so tiny!”
Kindergarten
Parents.





Tears stream
Down the cheeks
Look at the window
Mommy?
Kindergarten 
is scary



It's okay, you can go now.
 


















I'm not ready for this!
Tears stream
Down the cheeks
Look at the window
“You have to leave now, Ma’am!”
Parents trudge
To their cars.
I knew this was happening, but....

                                     

Sunday, March 13, 2011

The Broken Heart(s)



Broken Heart(s
I was alone when I lost the baby. 
I didn’t know for sure that I was pregnant, although I had purchased two home pregnancy testing kits.  The first one said “NO”.
 I was saving the second test for another week.  Back then those tests were not as refined, as precise.
But, I was alone.  My husband and two children were visiting his brother and family.  There was to be a ham dinner, and we were there when I became sick with what I thought was the flu. 
John brought me home, left me there, and went back to his brother’s house.  I didn’t see any need for him to stay home with me.
I had stretched out on the sofa, with a ‘throw-up’ bowl just in case.  The cramps in my abdomen would come and go. 
I know what you’re thinking: why didn’t I recognize the cramps as contractions. 
Both of my children had been delivered by C-section.
After a few hours, I was in such pain, and headed to the bathroom.
You know what came next.  Male or female, no descriptions need to be given.
After all was done, I crept into my bed with a heating pad to home against my empty womb.
I was two minds about the miscarriage.  I started mourning for the baby I would never get to hold.  Yet, I was also glad I wasn’t pregnant, because my son was only 10 months old.
Most of all, I was broken hearted.
I curled up in a ball with the heating pad and a box of tissues.
I started crying. 
Susan Kane